“…Now the heart opens in sorrow,
for we are time’s subjects,
and all that we love we must lose.
So let us hold fast to the love that remains,
and cherish the light of the sun.
Today all of us walk the mourner’s path;
together may we find strength.”
Vincent Van Gogh - "Starry Night"
Louise Glück - "Otis"
Otis
A beautiful morning; nothing
died in the night.
The Lights are putting up their bean tepees.
Rebirth! Renewal! And across the yard,
very quietly, someone is playing Otis Redding.
Now the great themes
come together again: I am twenty-three, riding the subways
in pursuit of Chassler, of my lost love, clutching
my own record, because I have to hear
this exact sound no matter where I land, no matter
whose apartment—whose apartments
did I visit that summer? I have no idea
where I’m going, about to leave New York, to live
in paradise, as I have then
no concept of change, no slightest sense of what would
happen to Chassler, to obsessive need, my one thought being
the only grief that touched mine was Otis’ grief.
Look, the tepees
are standing: Steven
has balanced them the first try.
Now the seeds go in, there is Anna
sitting in the dirt with the open packet.
This is the end, isn’t it?
And you are here with me again, listening with me: the sea
no longer torments me; the self
I wished to be is the self I am.
- Louise Glück
"Leviathan", by Victoria Chang
Leviathan
There's a creature that
usually lives in the sea.
We brought it to land,
fed it half of our own food.
measured its wingspan,
weighed its brain, stole its nightmares,
sent it back to sea.
This is why we can drown, why
our dreams never match our lives.
- Victoria Chang
Edward Weston - "Nude, Charis" (1936)
James McNeill Whistler & Henry Ossawa Tanner
Nicolaes Maes - "Woman Plucking a Duck" (c. 1655)
Santiago Rusiñol - "Interior of a Cafe" (1892)
Edgar Degas - "After the Bath"
Berthe Morisot - "Young Girl with Basket"
Monet - "Green Park, London"
Joaquin Sorolla Y Bastida - Four Paintings
Joan Armatrading - "Down to Zero"
Perelman Arts Center in NY + Chiesa di Nostra Signora della Misericordia in Milan
Fritiof Schuldt - Three Paintings
Nils von Dardel - "Bulgarsk kvinnne"
Tuvia Rubner
My Father
That every night my father
shone like the window in the ark.
That every night I was like a shadow
clinging to the wings of his light.
Tonight my father sweeps over me
as over a candle the dark.
Mitsuko Uchida - Mozart: Piano Concerto No. 25 in C, K.503 - 3. Allegretto
Akeidah for Yom Kippur
After Sarah died, Abraham went to Isaac—
his son, his only one, whom he loved.
And he said:
”Is it too late, my son? Forgive me. Please, forgive me.”
Sundress - Wu Xia, trans. by Eleanor Goodman
The packing area is flooded with light
the iron I'm holding
collects all the warmth of my hands
I want to press the straps flat
so they won't dig into your shoulders when you wear it
and then press up from the waist
a lovely waist
where someone can lay a fine hand
and on the tree-shaded lane
caress a quiet kind of love
last I'll smooth the dress out
to iron the pleats to equal widths
so you can sit by a lake or on a grassy lawn
and wait for a breeze
like a flower
Soon when I get off work
I'll wash my sweaty uniform
and the sundress will be packed and shipped
to a fashionable store
it will wait just for you
unknown girl
I love you
- Wu Xia (2016)
trans. Eleanor Goodman