Virginia Woolf, from "Kew Gardens"
"Imagine six little girls sitting before their easels twenty years ago, down by the side of a lake, painting the water-lilies. And suddenly a kiss, there on the back of my neck. And my hand shook all the afternoon so that I couldn't paint. I took out my watch and marked the hour when I would allow myself to think of the kiss for five minutes only—it was so precious."
Agnes Varda - "Kung-fu Master!" (1988)
Caitlin Clark Breaks NCAA Women's Scoring Record 4-15-2024
photo by Joseph Cresser
"Now the season turns..." - Otomo No Yakamochi
Now the season turns—
autumn breezes become
winter’s bitter winds.
To a man alone, the nights
will grow sleeplessly long.
- Otomo No Yakamochi, trans. from Japanese by Sam Hamill
James Emmenegger
"KC Accidental" - Broken Social Scene
Beethoven - Piano Sonata no. 9
James Wright - "To the Muse"
It is all right. All they do
Is go in by dividing
One rib from another. I wouldn’t
Lie to you. It hurts
Like nothing I know. All they do
Is burn their way in with a wire.
It forks in and out a little like the tongue
Of that frightened garter snake we caught
At Cloverfield, you and me, Jenny
So long ago.
I would lie to you
If I could.
But the only way I can get you to come up
Out of the suckhole, the south face
Of the Powhatan pit, is to tell you
What you know:
You come up after dark, you poise alone
With me on the shore.
I lead you back to this world.
Three lady doctors in Wheeling open
Their offices at night.
I don’t have to call them, they are always there.
But they only have to put the knife once
Under your breast.
Then they hang their contraption.
And you bear it.
It’s awkward a while. Still, it lets you
Walk about on tiptoe if you don’t
Jiggle the needle.
It might stab your heart, you see.
The blade hangs in your lung and the tube
Keeps it draining.
That way they only have to stab you
Once. Oh Jenny.
I wish to God I had made this world, this scurvy
And disastrous place. I
Didn’t, I can’t bear it
Either, I don’t blame you, sleeping down there
Face down in the unbelievable silk of spring,
Muse of black sand,
Alone.
I don’t blame you, I know
The place where you lie.
I admit everything. But look at me.
How can I live without you?
Come up to me, love,
Out of the river, or I will
Come down to you.
- James Wright, from Shall We Gather at the River
Mary Ellen Mark - Three Photographs from 'Falkland Road'
Champa with his pet goat, Falkland Road, Bombay, India, 1978
Falkland Road, Bombay, India, 1978
Falkland Road, Bombay, India, 1978
more info on this series here: https://maryellenmark.com/books/falkland-road
Tchaikovsky - Sleeping Beauty - Finale / Apothesosis
Nelly Korda Wins Drive On Championship
Virginia Woolf - Two passages from "The Journal of Mistress Joan Martyn"
[I]
The state of the times, which my mother tells me, is less safe and less happy than when she was a girl, makes it necessary for us to keep much within our own lands. After dark indeed, and the sun sets terribly soon in January, we have to be safe behind the hall Gates; my mother goes out as soon as the dark makes her embroidery too dim to see, with the great keys on her arm. ‘Is everybody within doors?’ she cries, and swings the bells out upon the road, in case any of our men may still be working in the fields. Then she draws the Gates close, clamps them with the lock, and the whole world is barred away from us. I am very bold and impatient sometimes, when the moon rises, over a land gleaming with frost; and I think I feel the pressure of all this free and beautiful place—all England and the sea, and the lands beyond—rolling like sea waves, against our iron gates, breaking, and withdrawing—and breaking again—all through the long black night. Once I leapt from my bed, and ran to my mother’s room, crying, “Let them in. Let them in. We are starving!’ ‘Are the soldiers there, child,’ she cried: ‘or is it your father’s voice?’ She ran to the window, and together we gazed out upon the silver fields, and all was peaceful. But I could not explain what it was that I heard; and she bade me sleep, and be thankful that there were stout gates between me and the world.
[II]
The dawn, even when it is cold and melancholy, never fails to shoot through my limbs as with arrows of sparkling piercing ice. I pull aside the thick curtains, and search for the first glow in the sky which shows that life is breaking through. And with my cheek leant upon the window pane I like to fancy that I am pressing as closely as can be upon the massy wall of time, which is for ever lifting and pulling and letting fresh spaces of life in upon us. May it be mine to taste the moment before it has spread itself over the rest of the world! Let me taste the newest and the freshest. From my window I look down upon the Church yard, where so many of my ancestors are buried, and in my prayer I pity those poor dead men who toss perpetually on the old recurring waters; for I see them, circling and eddying forever upon a pale tide. Let us, then, who have the gift of the present, use it and enjoy it. That, I confess, is part of my morning prayer.
Gillian Welch - "Look at Miss Ohio"
Fiona Apple - "Largo"
I was recently rid of a man again
So I caught me a cab to see Flanagan
I told the cabbie 'To the alley in back'
I told myself coming would keep me intact
Flanny shouts from the second floor
As I crossed the lot to the kitchen door
I see Guillermo and give him some lip
And I cross to the bar, Ellen pours me a nip
And I look to the stage it's the rock of rage, as Jon is on
And how could I listen without wanting to be with them,
And how could I have thought that I was ever alone?
I feel like singing and drinking and stuff
And I don't wanna care if I stumble or cry
Handle me like family and that'll be enough,
To keep me from dying when I want to die
When over the rainbow's too far
Go to Lar-go to Lar-go to Largo
When over the rainbow's too far
Go to Lar-go to Lar-go to Largo
I'm hopping scotches with Loretta and Bob,
But, but barely containing my rapturous song
Jon's calling names here like Santas reindeer
On Palmer on Leisz on Sarah on Sean
I love watching the Watkins when there rocking with Garza
I want to be part of the band though
And when Mr. Tench is on the bench I want to be the piano
I feel like singing and drinking and stuff
And I don't wanna care if I stumble or cry
Handle me like family and that'll be enough,
To keep me from dying when I want to die
When over the rainbow's too far
Go to Lar-go to Lar-go to Largo
When over the rainbow's too far
Go to Lar-go to Lar-go to Largo
Anton Arensky - Variations on a Theme by Tchaikovsky - Op.35a
Hagan Arena - Saint Joseph's University, Philadelphia
From "Letter to a Hostage" - Antoine de Saint-Exupery
“True miracles occur with scant commotion! The important events are quite simple!”
From the Gospel of Luke
“AND when he was demanded of the Pharisees when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation. Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.”
- Luke 17:20-21
Anti-war Poem
“It’s 5 below zero in Iowa City tonight.
This year I found a warm room
That I could go to
be alone in
& never have to fight.”
- Ted Berrigan, from “Anti-war Poem”